Reconciliation

Pain. Anguish. Frustration.

with life.

with my Life.

but why?

are emotions ever easy to explain?

Joy. Love. Content.

with life.

with My life.

why?

because I have so much.

Why the contrast?

Why the opposition?

Where is consistency?

Where is symmetry?

How do I reconcile the disparity of my emotions?

I don’t.

I just accept that they exist.

Independent from each other,

but united in me.

Reconciliation of differences only expounds them.

Each attempt in the past has failed,

So I move on.

I accept them.

I live with them.

I even love them.

Pain. Anguish. Frustration.

Joy. Love. Content.

Peace and Happiness

Sorrow and Fear.

All let me know: I’m alive!